All The Noise In My Head...

All the weight that I feel, 
on my shoulders lying, 
the fear in my chest, 
the noise in my head... 
And all the lies
don't really help. 

Try to turn off
from the world
and the neighbour. 
Alone, try to process,
what all that even means. 

Will it work, 
will it be better, 
will everything be all right?
Like before?
Never. 
Is the damage too big?

All the weight that I feel, 
on my shoulders lying...
Will it go away 
or just stay there for good?

[A.M., 21.03.2020]

Street Creeps & Deck Janiels @ MC Kotlovnica Kamnik, 01.04.2016

Street Creeps

Deck Janiels

 

And Still, She Wonders...

104/365

This photo is inspired by something that is more personal matter....so i'll leave it at that:)

I wanted a misty weather for this photo, so when i woke up this morning and i saw, that it's a very thick fog outside, i knew that is time to make this photo. But when i was about to go out, the postman called, that he'll arrive in 20 minutes with my package, so i had to wait for him. When i came to the location the fog wasn't so thick as before, but it was still ok. I have to thank my mother to drive me to the location and to be my "wirreles remote" that i still don't have, because of my saturday's incident:).

I submited this photo so early because i'm going to a 2 day music festival in an hour.

I will still shoot tommorow, but i won't be able to submit it, so i will submit two photos on sunday.

Mourning Soul

93/365

It's Madness I Tell You

88/365

Reaching For The Unknown

59/365

Catch My Bad Dreams

58/365

They Told Me I'm In Love

30/365

Artistic x-ray picture, which i'm using on this photo is a digital painting, made specialy for this photo, and it's made by my friend (you can see her other work on her Tumblr:). She's a very talented artist.

Polka dots

25/365

Silence

22/365

Cursed

1/365

Stories I can tell...

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